Confuse is my middle name. ANYONE HELP ME PLSSSS :)

I think "confuse" is my middle name. hehehe... Why is it so?

because I always feel confuse recently, no matter what the problem is, I always feel this way. Myb, bcause I think too much about the future result. hmmmm, yes, it could b like tht.


Today, I feel confused bcause I have to choose : to be Mandarin teacher as how I do usually, or change job, be a Mandarin English translator? Why?

Because I am in XII grade right now, and I'm in science class which is so hard to b passed if I don't stay focus at school nor study hard. I must stay focus n do my best at school, I cannot waste my time to be on Jakarta's roads which always be in traffic. No day without traffic jam.

Talking about opportunity chance n money, be a translator is much better than being a teacher in my country.

I asked lots of people, asked them for advices, the conclusion is: Translator position seems like a good opportunity, but if you like teaching then you have to think about it. It all depends on what you have pasion for.


All things they have said r truth. I cannot lie myself that I enjoyed my job as a Mandarin teacher n English teacher, although it makes me tired everyday, because I have to move from one place to another places, but I enjoy it. I feel glad to share my ability n education to my students, I don't care if they're older than me or not.


What I'm thinking about is: Can I enjoy my up-coming job (translating documents, films, etc.) n feel happy as how I feel right now???????

My sweet 17

hey, guys! long time no see.... hehehe..... :)

Where I was?

I went to a beautiful place inside my heart, i feel so happy now. n been busy with my school though LOL :)

I wanna retell my sweet 17 b-day party

here it's....

17 July 2010 that day,
It's raining outside in the morning, I was worried bcause I'm afraid my friends n relations couldn't come...

I went to barber @1 pm,
made up n dressed up - these are what I did

I feel like a princess that day. hehehe. It has been 9 years since my lastest bday party, I made over myself perfectly!! :)

My Idol (my version)

ini adl 3 wonder moms yg g knal... mmh, mrka udh ibu2 sih,... tp, mrka gaul... jiwa mrka msh muda2.... 3 ibu2 yg g knal dr facebook... ya.... facebook emg buat g knal byk org..... hmmmh, ga tau knp, g mrasa mrka itu super n wonder women.... hehehehe..... mrka bertiga pny pribadi yg super beda........

1. Kak O***, dia orgnya gampang gaul kykny sm org lain, pencair susana, ramah, nd rameeeee......kk yg 1 ini super2 sayang sm ank2nya... nd super2 believes in God, dia udh nyadarin k gw pntingnya hidup nd hadirnya Tuhan dlm hidup gw... pengen jd penyanyi cool nd ga sombong kyk dia, tp.. bs ga yah?? hahahaha...^^ kapan2 ktmu d PCafe lg ya, kak.... Pengalaman pertama kali manggung @stage of cafe, ya karena dia.. :) THUMBS UP FOR U, SUPER MOM!

2. Kak T***, dia tipe ibu yg baik juga, pekerja keras, mood2an juga kykna. Dari ke-3 mama yg ada di posting ini, dialah yg plg pendiam... hehehe... However, she's a SUPER WOMAN for me... She always says: Never say "No, I can't before you do anything"...dia jg motivator gw dlm belajar, tiap hr remind me trusss... =p thanks yaaa, skrg gw udh bs bljr kyk dlu...oiya, gw sm dia byk kpribadian nd hobby yg sama stlh dicocokin... nd our fave colour jg sama lohhh, purple!! huahahaha...Inggrisnya jempolan deh!!! ckckck.... She knows almost everything I asked, well-educated!Ayo, Kak! kpn ktmuan lg?

Kak A****, mmmh, ibu yg 1 ini nih, anter jmput ank2nya, jaga ank2....maklum, sang hubby org yg cukup sibuk.. dia prnh ngaku k g klo dia suka jln2..... mmmh, what else??? oiya, dia sm bawelny sm g d ym... hahaha.... ^^ ni org rame juga, asikkkk....dia sll support gw in every situation... sepi klo sebulan ga chat sm dia... hehhe.. :) Kpn yok k Pisa lg?? wkwkwk :))

well, itu smua ttg kk2 baru g.... yg jlas nih readers, g bljr byk dr mrkaaaaa.... bljr ttg hidup....... nd THANKS 4 YR SUPPORT, SISTERSSSSSS.... smg kita bs jd sisters slamanya........ sng bs knal kalian.... hehehe...
NB:
Kak T***, im nt a smart girl, nd multi-talented-girl.....I'm just a 17 years old girl who cannot do anything for this world hahaha ^^
Kak O***, always be low-profile!
Kak A****, always be happy and give yr smile to everybody.. thanks for your hug :)
HERE THEY ARE!! :)

We're The Champion....

"We're the champion, my friends!" I thought it's the right sentence for us!
Well, although I'm just a 16 years old now (will be 17 in July) and lots of people say I have no enough experiences to live this life. But, I feel like a champion. Do know why?
Yes, absolutely right! just because I can controul myself and my whole life! that made me feel proud and feel happy! Sometimes, countrouling our own emotion and feelings are much harder than countrouling others'selves.... We always be a critic, sometimes beofre we critic others we don't look at ourselves in the mirror and asked: Did I do right??

:) So, no matter what happened to us.. WE'RE THE CHAMPION!

Well, I must be a champion among my friends too next week on my exams!!! I MUST STUDY HARD! AND MAKE MY SCHOOL SHOCKED OF MY SCORE! HAHAHAHA :))) GOD BLESS YOU, ALL! I am hoping for a better future for u and for me and to all of the people in the world! :)

My Mom is The Best! :) Love you, Mom!

To be a mother is not an easy task.
You have turned your baby into a beautiful young lady.
You were there for me since the very beginning and saved me countless tears.
The pushy and wise advice you gave will carry me through the years.
With my every mistake or wrongful deed,
you were always there to understand.
You put no limits on my dreams or anything else I wish to do.
You never forget to say you care or that you love me too.
The smile and tears upon your face when I achieve provides me with more value in my heart then you’d ever believe.
There is no other person that will shape my heart the way you’ve done.
You've done lots of precious things to make your daughter and son grow-up.
And now, we're mature enough and it's time for us to face our world by ourselves.
Our (me and bro's) whole lifes is not enough time for me to repay you.
We always put our disagreements to the side and manage to make it through.
I know that my teen years have driven you crazy but you have guided me with assurance along the way.
You have given me comfort and certainty with every breath I take within the day.
Your little girl is growing up but your baby girl will always remain deep inside me.
There are not enough words that can thank you for everything you have helped me emotionally and physically.
I have my whole future ahead of me and you are the woman that has leaded me and guided me towards the proper path.

SONIA LOVES MAMA..... 4EVER... 4 MY WHOLE LIFE...
This is just a lil poem 4 u, Mom... 我爱您，妈妈.... :) GBU
mmmmmmmmuuuaaaaacccchhhhh (big hug nd kiss frm yr Noniek)

He's the best I have

I can live my life now just because of Him.
I can breathing everyday just because of Him.
and because of Him I dare to face all the problems in my life...

God give us unlimited breath, and unlimited love...
He knows what we need just now...
He knows what are necessary for us and what aren't...
He knows everything....
His love has never end....

All we have now are all from Him.....
Those are free gifts from Him...
Breath, Body, Eyes, Nose, Ears, Mouth, Feeling, and Brain...
We can't do anything without them...

Without eyes we can't see lots of things...
We can't see this world...
We can't see beautiful animal..
We also can't see all the people we love..

Jesus, I want to meet U....
I miss U, Lord....
I want to be in your hug....
I know your hug can make me warm and calm down.... :)

I LOVE YOU LORD! :)

MY DRAWING-PICTURE! Am I talented enough? hahaha :)