We Depend on You (writer: Sonia)

Here I am....

Singing for the world...

Lots of disasters happen....

Everyday...



I love You, God...

We surrender ourselves on You...

We depend on You....

We depend on You....



God,

You're the one who know...

You're the one who handle....

You're the one who can stop them...



Are they the signs of Doomsday?

What do You plan for the next?

We believe...

You have a beautiful plan....





I love You, God...

We surrender ourselves on You...

We depend on You....

Forever.....



I made this song myself, and I sang it twice... :) hehehe. This song was successfuly made last week :)And it was translated by my friend into Spanish: (MUCHOS GRACIAS FOR JACK!) :)


Aquí estoy ....
Cantando parar el mundo ...
Muchos de los desastres que suceden ....
Todos los días ...



Te amo, Dios ...
Nos entregamos a Tí ...
Dependemos de Tí....
Dependemos de Tí....



Dios,Tú eres el que sabe ...
Tu el que manejas ....
Tu eres el único que puede detenerlos ...



¿Son los signos del Juicio Final?
¿Qué piensas de los próximos planes ?
Creemos que ...
tienes un plan hermoso ....



Te amo, Dios ...
Nos entregamos a Ti ...
Dependemos de Tí....
Para siempre .....

AVE MARIA (my fave song)

She was lost in so many different ways
Out in the darkness with no guide
I know the cost of a losing hand
Never thought the grace of God go high

I found heaven on earth
You were my last, my first
And then I hear this voice inside
Ave Maria

I've been alone when I'm surrounded by friends
How could the silence be so loud?
But I still go home knowing that I've got you
There's only us when the lights go down

You are my heaven on earth
You are my hunger, my thirst
I always hear this voice inside
Singing Ave Maria

Sometimes love can come and pass you by
While your busy making plans
Suddenly hit you and then you realize
It's out of your hands, baby you got to understand

You are my heaven on earth
You are my last, my first
And then I hear this voice inside
Ave Maria, Ave Maria, Ave Maria

The lastest year of my SH life

happy.... sad..... can't believe... feel that time flies so fast.... YEAH! those are my feelings...

I have to leave my friends, family, teachers, and all of my relations in Indonesia next year, looking for a better life for sure... And Taiwan is my choice! Why TW? I choose TW because I can learn Chinese traditional language, maybe I can get some education related with business around this world, but one knowledge which I can't get in another country is: Chinese traditional language.

Hard to say goodbye to them, especially to my mom. I love her so much, I feel hard to leave her because I worry about her health, she has a high pressure blood which is so dangerous for her, once she fall down, she will get stroke, and I don't wanna let it happen. Hard to say GB to my friends too, why? because I spent almost whole of my time with them in the recent 2 years, we're just like a family who are living in a class together. They are going to universities too, I am sure about it, my friends are also smart, they will never waste their time! They are going to univs in Indonesia, but me?? I am not! although they seperated by the univs and faculties, but they can keep in contact, keep face to face still, but me? NO! ahhhhhhhh, God! Is this the ebst way for me? Telling the truth, I really enjoy my life now, I am quite afraid with all the things that are gonna be changing someday. I believe You have a beautiful plan for me.

Thanks for the chance! :)
also thanks to my aunt who will pay for my fee later! hug... :)

GBU ALL!
WISH MY FRIENDS AND ME CAN GET A SUCCESSFUL LIFE!!! :)

Confuse is my middle name. ANYONE HELP ME PLSSSS :)

I think "confuse" is my middle name. hehehe... Why is it so?

because I always feel confuse recently, no matter what the problem is, I always feel this way. Myb, bcause I think too much about the future result. hmmmm, yes, it could b like tht.


Today, I feel confused bcause I have to choose : to be Mandarin teacher as how I do usually, or change job, be a Mandarin English translator? Why?

Because I am in XII grade right now, and I'm in science class which is so hard to b passed if I don't stay focus at school nor study hard. I must stay focus n do my best at school, I cannot waste my time to be on Jakarta's roads which always be in traffic. No day without traffic jam.

Talking about opportunity chance n money, be a translator is much better than being a teacher in my country.

I asked lots of people, asked them for advices, the conclusion is: Translator position seems like a good opportunity, but if you like teaching then you have to think about it. It all depends on what you have pasion for.


All things they have said r truth. I cannot lie myself that I enjoyed my job as a Mandarin teacher n English teacher, although it makes me tired everyday, because I have to move from one place to another places, but I enjoy it. I feel glad to share my ability n education to my students, I don't care if they're older than me or not.


What I'm thinking about is: Can I enjoy my up-coming job (translating documents, films, etc.) n feel happy as how I feel right now???????

My sweet 17

hey, guys! long time no see.... hehehe..... :)

Where I was?

I went to a beautiful place inside my heart, i feel so happy now. n been busy with my school though LOL :)

I wanna retell my sweet 17 b-day party

here it's....

17 July 2010 that day,
It's raining outside in the morning, I was worried bcause I'm afraid my friends n relations couldn't come...

I went to barber @1 pm,
made up n dressed up - these are what I did

I feel like a princess that day. hehehe. It has been 9 years since my lastest bday party, I made over myself perfectly!! :)

My Idol (my version)

ini adl 3 wonder moms yg g knal... mmh, mrka udh ibu2 sih,... tp, mrka gaul... jiwa mrka msh muda2.... 3 ibu2 yg g knal dr facebook... ya.... facebook emg buat g knal byk org..... hmmmh, ga tau knp, g mrasa mrka itu super n wonder women.... hehehehe..... mrka bertiga pny pribadi yg super beda........

1. Kak O***, dia orgnya gampang gaul kykny sm org lain, pencair susana, ramah, nd rameeeee......kk yg 1 ini super2 sayang sm ank2nya... nd super2 believes in God, dia udh nyadarin k gw pntingnya hidup nd hadirnya Tuhan dlm hidup gw... pengen jd penyanyi cool nd ga sombong kyk dia, tp.. bs ga yah?? hahahaha...^^ kapan2 ktmu d PCafe lg ya, kak.... Pengalaman pertama kali manggung @stage of cafe, ya karena dia.. :) THUMBS UP FOR U, SUPER MOM!

2. Kak T***, dia tipe ibu yg baik juga, pekerja keras, mood2an juga kykna. Dari ke-3 mama yg ada di posting ini, dialah yg plg pendiam... hehehe... However, she's a SUPER WOMAN for me... She always says: Never say "No, I can't before you do anything"...dia jg motivator gw dlm belajar, tiap hr remind me trusss... =p thanks yaaa, skrg gw udh bs bljr kyk dlu...oiya, gw sm dia byk kpribadian nd hobby yg sama stlh dicocokin... nd our fave colour jg sama lohhh, purple!! huahahaha...Inggrisnya jempolan deh!!! ckckck.... She knows almost everything I asked, well-educated!Ayo, Kak! kpn ktmuan lg?

Kak A****, mmmh, ibu yg 1 ini nih, anter jmput ank2nya, jaga ank2....maklum, sang hubby org yg cukup sibuk.. dia prnh ngaku k g klo dia suka jln2..... mmmh, what else??? oiya, dia sm bawelny sm g d ym... hahaha.... ^^ ni org rame juga, asikkkk....dia sll support gw in every situation... sepi klo sebulan ga chat sm dia... hehhe.. :) Kpn yok k Pisa lg?? wkwkwk :))

well, itu smua ttg kk2 baru g.... yg jlas nih readers, g bljr byk dr mrkaaaaa.... bljr ttg hidup....... nd THANKS 4 YR SUPPORT, SISTERSSSSSS.... smg kita bs jd sisters slamanya........ sng bs knal kalian.... hehehe...
NB:
Kak T***, im nt a smart girl, nd multi-talented-girl.....I'm just a 17 years old girl who cannot do anything for this world hahaha ^^
Kak O***, always be low-profile!
Kak A****, always be happy and give yr smile to everybody.. thanks for your hug :)
HERE THEY ARE!! :)

We're The Champion....

"We're the champion, my friends!" I thought it's the right sentence for us!
Well, although I'm just a 16 years old now (will be 17 in July) and lots of people say I have no enough experiences to live this life. But, I feel like a champion. Do know why?
Yes, absolutely right! just because I can controul myself and my whole life! that made me feel proud and feel happy! Sometimes, countrouling our own emotion and feelings are much harder than countrouling others'selves.... We always be a critic, sometimes beofre we critic others we don't look at ourselves in the mirror and asked: Did I do right??

:) So, no matter what happened to us.. WE'RE THE CHAMPION!

Well, I must be a champion among my friends too next week on my exams!!! I MUST STUDY HARD! AND MAKE MY SCHOOL SHOCKED OF MY SCORE! HAHAHAHA :))) GOD BLESS YOU, ALL! I am hoping for a better future for u and for me and to all of the people in the world! :)