Confuse is my middle name. ANYONE HELP ME PLSSSS :)

I think "confuse" is my middle name. hehehe... Why is it so?

because I always feel confuse recently, no matter what the problem is, I always feel this way. Myb, bcause I think too much about the future result. hmmmm, yes, it could b like tht.


Today, I feel confused bcause I have to choose : to be Mandarin teacher as how I do usually, or change job, be a Mandarin English translator? Why?

Because I am in XII grade right now, and I'm in science class which is so hard to b passed if I don't stay focus at school nor study hard. I must stay focus n do my best at school, I cannot waste my time to be on Jakarta's roads which always be in traffic. No day without traffic jam.

Talking about opportunity chance n money, be a translator is much better than being a teacher in my country.

I asked lots of people, asked them for advices, the conclusion is: Translator position seems like a good opportunity, but if you like teaching then you have to think about it. It all depends on what you have pasion for.


All things they have said r truth. I cannot lie myself that I enjoyed my job as a Mandarin teacher n English teacher, although it makes me tired everyday, because I have to move from one place to another places, but I enjoy it. I feel glad to share my ability n education to my students, I don't care if they're older than me or not.


What I'm thinking about is: Can I enjoy my up-coming job (translating documents, films, etc.) n feel happy as how I feel right now???????

My sweet 17

hey, guys! long time no see.... hehehe..... :)

Where I was?

I went to a beautiful place inside my heart, i feel so happy now. n been busy with my school though LOL :)

I wanna retell my sweet 17 b-day party

here it's....

17 July 2010 that day,
It's raining outside in the morning, I was worried bcause I'm afraid my friends n relations couldn't come...

I went to barber @1 pm,
made up n dressed up - these are what I did

I feel like a princess that day. hehehe. It has been 9 years since my lastest bday party, I made over myself perfectly!! :)