The lastest year of my SH life

happy.... sad..... can't believe... feel that time flies so fast.... YEAH! those are my feelings...

I have to leave my friends, family, teachers, and all of my relations in Indonesia next year, looking for a better life for sure... And Taiwan is my choice! Why TW? I choose TW because I can learn Chinese traditional language, maybe I can get some education related with business around this world, but one knowledge which I can't get in another country is: Chinese traditional language.

Hard to say goodbye to them, especially to my mom. I love her so much, I feel hard to leave her because I worry about her health, she has a high pressure blood which is so dangerous for her, once she fall down, she will get stroke, and I don't wanna let it happen. Hard to say GB to my friends too, why? because I spent almost whole of my time with them in the recent 2 years, we're just like a family who are living in a class together. They are going to universities too, I am sure about it, my friends are also smart, they will never waste their time! They are going to univs in Indonesia, but me?? I am not! although they seperated by the univs and faculties, but they can keep in contact, keep face to face still, but me? NO! ahhhhhhhh, God! Is this the ebst way for me? Telling the truth, I really enjoy my life now, I am quite afraid with all the things that are gonna be changing someday. I believe You have a beautiful plan for me.

Thanks for the chance! :)
also thanks to my aunt who will pay for my fee later! hug... :)

GBU ALL!
WISH MY FRIENDS AND ME CAN GET A SUCCESSFUL LIFE!!! :)